nothing in this world that is worth having comes easy..

i hate it when i'm doing nothing..
i hate it cuz when i'm doing nothing my mind tends to think of things that happened..
and there's nothing happy about whatever shit that i did in the past that i can be proud of..
why leh i can suddenly think bout that.?
cuz every single shit that i see or go thru it'll remind me of something from the past.
hai..
i thought i've already let go of the past.
how come its still lingering in my mind.
move on. move on. move on.
stop thinkin of the past and focus on the present - future.
hai..

how come today i can hear the malay prayers so clearly and loud leh..
hmmm.

time to sleep d.
gonna be busy this coming weekend and also the following week.
lets just hope and pray that everything goes well.

damn i miss hometown suddenly.. :)

a lil part of things got a little bit clear to me after i saw this..
and a whole lot more became like what we call 'reading a romance novel' kind of shit.

"delaying leads to friendzone"

wow.. sounds so damn kao true right.
u meet a girl. u go out wif her all the time. u listen to her problems. u be there whenever she needs u. and you keep waitin for the right time to say the word. wait and wait and wait and wait. and come the day u want to confess to her. guess what? she got another bastard to be her bf d.
what are you to her? become kawan already lo. ji mui woh~

ahhaa.. tht is what happens when you delay too much. and the comfort level between you two grow to the point that you guys are just - - - best friends lo. ahaha.. tht's so fucked man..

so. moral of the story apa?
we should all faster do something to let our intentions known then she will know lo. Right!?

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..........

no also woh.
you see ah. you rush abit. girls sure fucking freak out wan mah.
aiyo he made his move too soon. aiyah. so rush leh. we just meet each other 1 month only. cannot lah.
den the girl will duno end up with another freak also.
hai.....

so what you make out of these two?

my brain so damn stoned d la now.
cannot think d.
dont want to think d.
girls are seriously makhluk yang lain dari lain.
hai..
we end up gettin back at square one lo..

problem just ownself not leng zai enuff lah..
hai........

today is picture post day.. ahha .. first up.. this is what i have from f.n shoot day. :)

rajin eh. from mornin til morning. ahha.. 24hrs shoot man.. fuh~

everything shot on green screen. damn cool wei. hmm hmmm

ah, tania :) . what a wrong shirt to wear tht day ah..

and that all i got out of shoot day..

i'mmm sitting home here. . kinda weird wei if saturday nite didnt go out haha.. oh well.. was thinkin of going back hometown wif parents.. ah.. but i've got meeting monday morning.. god damit lah.. haiz..

oh. one last pic.

in this what we call overkill? ahaha..

還沒好好的感受
雪花綻放的氣候
我們一起顫抖
會更明白什么是溫柔
還沒跟你牽著手
走過荒蕪的沙丘
可能從此以后學會珍惜
天長和地久
有時候有時候
我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開都有時候
沒有什么會永垂不朽
可是我有時候
寧愿選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透
也許你會陪我看細水長流

還沒為你把紅豆
熬成纏綿的傷口
然后一起分享
會更明白相思的哀愁
還沒好好的感受
醒著親吻的溫柔
可能在我左右
你才追求孤獨的自由
有時候有時候
我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開都有時候
沒有什么會永垂不朽
可是我有時候
寧愿選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透
也許你會陪我看細水長流

有時候有時候
我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開都有時候
沒有什么會永垂不朽
可是我有時候
寧愿選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透
也許你會陪我看細水長流 

yes le.. i do in fact miss u..
yes yes yes yes yes
why are u not speaking to me.
what is wrong..
can tell me whats wrong or not..
hai yo..

how often u get to fantasize about someone and end up meeting her years later..
ahaha..
well i wouldnt put it fantasize. i just think she's hot tht's all. ahahaa.

wat are the odds woh.. i was like 16 - 17 when i first heard of her. aaahaha . tht time go google her .. go and see all the pictures of her. save in in my pc. and keep saying to myself. wah~ ahaha..

years later. and it was today :) aha tht i actually met her in person..
and to top it all off. she's really nice though.. :)
claps to u. compared to the others lah .aahaha.

so like i said. what are the odds for tht happening man..
life's really one big ass masterplan with causes and effect to everysingle thing tht is happening.
its kinda funny when u think bout it.
coolness.

atleast something suprising happening on a sunday where i'm alone at work.
ahaha.. cool :)

:)